Poetry For The Soul: An Electronic Dewise

An Electronic Dewise

Each day when you pick me up
I feel your hands holding me
To capture an image of you
And leave it present in my heart.

Each hour you look at myself
You do not only see the one you are
You see me as well as I see you
Whenever you find yourself smiling
I smile too, knowing I see the best of you.

Each minute I am driven by your touch
As you type letters and numbers
On my functional body
You let me learn and understand
What you used to hide in your mind
Finally knowing the one you are.

Each second I am spoilt by your love
Sometimes wishing to be a person
The one to love you the same
Hoping there will be no end to you and I
Though you have someone by your side
But here you are, still with me
Hoping I will unite you with yours to be.

Poetry For The Soul: Levitate II – Risen From The Dust

Levitate II – Risen From The Dust

From the fall I was
When the lightning torched me
Thunders clap as my birth was spectated
In the soil I risen up to being
The one now looking up where I was
For how much was the price of pain
Needed to build a paradise
At where the hell I lived has become
A deadly adventure of a lifetime?

The fallen souls
Learned to invite each other
To a connection for another way of life
For how many times the fall maybe
The rise up was what I studied
To gather rather feather weather
As harder ladder fatter matter
I once walked down the stairs of heaven
So same shall I do in the opposite.

Poem is based on TheFatRat’s Rise Up.

Once Upon Her Time

Once Upon Her Time

I was born on the oceans of Her heart
Where a boat of smiles keeps me afloat
As I sail alongside Love into the storm spirit
Her breath within becomes an enraged wind
And when the tears decide to leave Her eyes
Rain begins to fall from the heaven She is
Showering my soul clapped by the darkness
Towards a lifetime where the dead end is Us.
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Put Me To Sleep Before You Leave

Put Me To Sleep Before You Leave

Once upon a time, I existed. I was alive; a girl full of love and joy. But when the final rain which fell on my skin was not the one usually bathed me during a night, instead troubled my soul with hands grabbing and groping my all while taking away what belonged to me, I learned that hell had indeed proven to me it was never only under my feet. Hell came in a form of a man; and he’ll often taught me something that my everything and I was nothing but a thing usable only for a moment, as he was blissful when I was tortured in my dying moments. Even when my tears rolled through the cheeks, his evil smile grew to an immeasurable length and I knew right then no one was there for me.

Why am I alive, only for a moment?
To born, just to live my short-lived Life
To live, just to experience my dying state
To die, just to see someone wants me gone
I finally, got betrayed by my own narrator
As someone else, decides the end of my story.

The endless blows and cuts I received from him was the only gift I could ever take from him before he puts me to sleep… put me in a ground lower than the usual; maybe this time he will let me go, so I thought. Maybe he did not need my body anymore. There was nothing else I could do to keep him torturing me. He had enough from me and decided there was no need for anyone to see the end of me besides him. After my final breath, I traveled with him through the roads for the last time before I was to live underground for the rest of my death. Maybe he wanted to introduce me to hell before he left me in there. I was covered with what he took out earlier from the ground and began to befriend the darkness.

Will someone wake me up
And tell me this is just a nightmare
So I will know I am still alive
And able to do the things you can do?
Or should I fear that I no longer live
Never to be found by anyone for years
Forgotten as if I never actually exist
And be someone who used to be?

“Go to sleep, girl. I’ll come back for you when you’ll be finally awaken.”

Poetry For The Soul: Tears

Tears

Have you realized?
Whenever you cry
I leave your eyes
Evaporating to the air
Separating me from you endlessly
The pain I wish to never feel
As I roll down your cheeks
Unable to return to where you see.

Will you let me stay?
Let me instead help you to see
That I will be the water you need
Even when I never exist the way you do
I am only meant to be nothing else
But to be you by your side.

Poetry For The Soul: Levitate

Levitate

Left alone in a dying desert
I acquire the power to believe
To rise to where the heavens live
No eyes shall see, not even my own
As my feet learn to abandon the land
When the air teaches how I should float
The sun shall give me some rays of hope
While clouds hold their tears for too long
I shall be the vapor who never betray them
And to be the show Earth never seen before.

I learn to realize
What I will visualize
As I come to finalize
The time I will mobilize
Where I get to idolize
Others who will novelize
What I do to symbolize
While you will vocalize
I am about to legalize
Overall I will summarize

That I am born to levitate.

Poem is based on Hadouken!’s Levitate.

Poetry For The Soul: The Black Swan

The Black Swan

Darkling in the waters
Whose eyes bleed on a day
As only star shining
Brightly with the smiling sun
On a journey towards Love
Where another awaits its dream
To share a forever adventure
Into an endless light.

Loneliness is a nobody
When Darkling finds its way
Before the minds of men
Appears what seems like the Universe
While the night envy the black it owns
The day welcomes it with the light
Right where the might of its fight
Stays a brilliant show for other lives.

A mystery is preserved
When Darkling chooses to disappear
To where men can only play with guesses
As the moonlight will then entertain
The sudden hidden gotten rotten
Knowing Life awakes the greatest story
With the likes of the one in the dark
To remain a legend time live to tell.

The One In Thailand

Women are nature’s way of existing as mothers to humankind. Like how men admire the beauty of trees, grasses and flowers in motion as the wind forces itself against them, the splashing of waterfall on their faces and bodies as they feel themselves bathed and cleansed from dirt and dust, the touch they apply on every steps as they reach out for the peak of blistering cold mountains with dying moments away from their grasps and the fall they experience from a certain point of Earth’s atmosphere going all the way before using parachutes to make way for their landings, women are a lively home we all wish to live in for life long. Today, my heart wish to tribute the one in Thailand for being one of them:

Your smile reaches out a mile
Of a Life which makes a wife
To heal the wounds on our deal
Wanting to peel off what I feel
Wild as I am, mild as you are
Dove is your form, love is my norm
Roam where you be my foam
Find where you are my kind
As I wind up to keep you bind
Rose shall run through my nose
As I lose what will be your dose
I wait till you be my bait
A date for you to check a mate
Race as I give you my lace
Pray for you to be my tray
Where fine line stays a dine wine
I shall fall where you stand tall
And stay right where you light.

“May the ones in Thailand be blessed with Love throughout their lives.”

When The Light Came To Me

A True Incident

I remember one night when I was a child, I saw a Light coming towards the porch of my old house where I used to live with my family back in the early 90’s. I had been waiting for my father to be at home that night; which was usual considering the time was when he often came back. At the time, it was to my eyes the same; when the glass doors and windows were brightened by a light I thought came from the car my father used to drive. I ran to the front door to open it for him to enter; only to find a form of humanlike light appeared before me. Suddenly, I was changed; from the one who I thought I was just a child to someone who to this day I have yet to find after more than twenty years.

“Hello, son. How was your journey from the higher ground?” The Light greeted me with a question I seemed to understand what It reminded me of.

“I am fine. Thank You for asking. It has been hard and I made it through those timeless realms. So, what brings You here to this humble home?” I conversed with the Light as if I was already knowing of what to say to It.

I have come before you with an invitation. Something I find you will never resist to abide by what is to be presented before you… I am here to summon you to the Lights so you shall continue your unstoppable journey with Us here on Earth to find what you are looking for.”

There was a brief silence as We looked at each other before I replied, “I am grateful for receiving this divine invitation especially from the likes of You but I must humbly decline.”

“This is not something you can decline, son. You are called to appear before the Lights and join the forces of the Universe to do what We are all meant to do. Do as I tell you. Join Me with the others to do what We are all meant to do!”

You do know I came from Him and with His permission have I been given the bondage to be a man again after thousands of men years?”

“Yes, I do. But this must not be a reason for you to avoid the incoming commitments you shall roleplay with Us in the Universe!”

“I do not think You understand how much I have craved to be a man again. I left Him to be here for a moment before I shall wake up again. But when I am right now just a child who have yet to reach for adulthood, You choose to take that away from me to be like You?”

“It is your destiny, son! You and I exist to brighten the way for everyone else in the dark. Why do you wish to live in the dark with them when you have acquired the truth?”

“I had enough of this! I done everything for everyone for a very long time and I now wish to be here as I am. Please leave right now and tell the Lights to find Themselves anyone else to help with whatever You and They all are going for. See Yourself out of my sight and goodbye!” I slammed the door I was holding onto very hard as I immediately turned back into the anxious child I was and ran to a seat in the hall.

My mother saw me slamming the door and with a shock, asked what actually happened. Somehow I was unable to explain to her about the incident. The Light disappeared instantly; never to be seen again. The next day, when my mother told about this to my father, he claimed a great sage was calling me for a mission but I rejected His request and told Him to leave. This has been forgotten for a long time and as I finally remember it, I now see myself alone in my own adventure; to find the ones living in the stars instead.

The One Who Taught Me Life: Farah Ann

Women… are the ultimate guide to Life. This is what I see in all of them especially Farah Ann; who is a Malaysian Women Artistic Gymnastics athlete recently performed at the Tokyo Olympics 2020. I see her as my idol, role model and inspiration for all humankind because she loves doing what she puts her soul into. Although many people in the country tend to consider her as a criminal in a sense that she does not wear proper attire due to the fact she is a Muslim and wearing leotards during her athletic performances is against the rules and regulations of the religion, she showed us in many ways women are actually capable of doing and be whoever they want to at the top of the world.

Farah Ann may not know this and I never Inform anything but I actually learn a lot from her. She is an indirect visual information who is subjected to my recent development of a determination and comprehensive system of Life, known as System of Feminine Ally, or S.O.F.A. This system is my current research; which is what I am doing to learn about Life within Life in dependence of Life around Life itself. What I am trying to say here is this system in accordance to a female anthropomorphic lifeform is for the necessity of the detection of Life within and beyond Earth. To this day, we fail to detect Life anywhere else other than on Earth and even though we may know many forms of Life here, there are still more we yet to know and the best to learn them is through our own existence.

Do you all know Life exist on and within our body through bacteria, archaea, fungi, protists and viruses; not to mention having micro animals lingering in the world who we actually are? What we should understand is we are our own planet; harboring Life from the day we were made to exist till the end of our time while depending on Life from the environment we live in regardless of being natural and/or the altered version. Farah Ann is one of eight billion people in the world to be a living planet and S.O.F.A. is a necessary art of learning for me to build a connection between women (and any other lifeforms) as planets and possible living entities existing in other planetary systems.

Farah Ann is applied as a planet in my research, which I already told earlier. This means the world she is involves both external and internal parts of her body where microbes live and how she as a multicellular organism able to exist with lesser amount of human cells in comparison to other microorganisms linking together to form the person she is today while harboring billions of forms of Life every second. She is an environment for the microbes and being in the environment where she lives makes her a planet within planet; acting similarly to how microbes live with resources available on and in her body. This is why I find Life very fascinating to my eyes with the idea coming to mind after several times watching Farah Ann performed her gymnastics routines on the Internet.

S.O.F.A. is an ongoing research which I have been on for a few months now. Using Farah Ann as the visual subject and information and linking her to everything else I have studied about Life for more than a decade will allow me to see through what Homo Sapiens had failed all these years. I am going back into the past; using the multiple works applied by Ancient Greek wise men including Archimedes to visualize exoplanets with Life without the help of the machines for time being. We need to understand one thing; Life already exist in other parts of the Universe. The only thing we need to do is to discover them. There is no need for us to prove to anyone if Life exist elsewhere beyond Earth. All we know is they are around and we will let The Others know we are coming for them.

Living where heavens shed tears
The one rises to where birds sing
She is what the lonely never be
For the world where Life has been
To born and to die, on and in her
Who she exist for, who she exist with
As a spirit living with the others
And being a soul within another
Life be what Love is searching for
As long as she be the one to be.

“Farah Ann, may Life be with you till the end of time.”